Heighten your aspirations,
Get ‘em up where they see the sun,
Float like something lighter than desperation,
Blood soaked to the tarnished beat of your life,
But succeeding despite.
Just get the fuck up and move.
Even the schoolwork,
Even the homework,
You’ve had the harder lessons,
The ones that left the scars,
Now put some time into the paper ones,
The ones that will lift you to the stars.
Frivolous waste of time you once said,
Now absorb and baptize in the act of learning,
Walk onto a campus,
Where you can be something and never look back.
Populated pupils and dilated docility,
Give kindness your word beast won’t you?
If not for my sake then for saving humanity.
Complicating compilations adjusting advocations,
The linguistic touch of verbal salve,
Leads to mental second looks of doubt with postration.
Vivisect volumes while dancing delicately and deft,
Wounded wordsmith of untrusted breath.
Putting pieces back together in a maze made of glass,
Seeing clear the future goals to move beyond the past.
These walls that edge without blotting out my vision,
They feel so tight yet loosely fit and lie about position.
I thought myself to be far in, so buried deep indeed,
Nearly neglected thought and action calls to change for want not need.
Truncated meat sticks all bundled up warm,
I’d advocate for less layers,
We’d look less like worms.
Ever have that moment,
When you have to peel words off your brain,
There’s almost a physical sensation,
Like the tactile release of an orgasm,
Only small like,
Loosening around the edges,
With screws tweaked hard until they’re embedded deep.
Frothy blackened ink flows with silkiness,
Out across the indents to smear your tools.
Graceful and petulant the grime shines,
A mirrored tone that shakes each reflection.
Fingers slide off in an impatient rush,
Avoiding the wandering glaze seeping out with each torque.
Whetstone polish to sharpen the blade,
That soldiering behemoth of broken muse will never do as bade.
Because, are you kidding me. Verbal brain sex without a condom. Thank you pseudonymous #wordplay #poetry #crazy
I had a vision while everyone was sleeping that I would find you where the redwoods met the madrones I was to go there alone six years ago with my perforated medicine water bottle backpack two pape…
Source: Craterellus cornicopioides
Insanely possible impossibilities,
Shattered and replaced with ingenuity.
Hot roach on a highway hitting nothing,
I hold all the aces and still I’m bluffing.
Smeared sneer pasted in a smile,
Choking on air – so I’ll smoke for awhile.
Ups are getting tossed ‘round the downs,
When I fall and trip I don’t hit the ground.
Show me the trail and I’ll run on through,
I may laugh at death –
-but death laughs at you
NOTE: Written at 16 years old after starting crystal meth.
I saw the sun set in a shallow grave,
And I watched the moon twitch in its cage.
I’ve seen infinity twice,
And I’ve explored both ends of life.
I gazed on the rage in a sea of smiles,
And I studied the eyes of a man who was not beguiled.
I’ve battered my way out of the inferno,
And I’ve walked in the halls where the saintly dream to go.
I’ve left my enemies in the past,
And I’ve brought my friends with my out of the ash.
This universe has done its best to beat me,
It’s learning now that you can’t defeat me.
I play this game called life on a different board,
I hold all the aces,
And all my pawns are lords.
I’ll throw my seven,
Lay my straight,
And you can king me.
Another checkmate in a game you don’t play for free.
Note: Originally written at age 16 when I entered deeper into the world of #drugs and #crystal #meth to be specific.
The landscape of hope breathes life to we Travelers.
She takes in those who walk upon her,
Brings us to the peaks of our mountains.
She shows us clipped horizons opened to infinity,
Has us inhale crisped air cleaned with freedom.
Where lights cluster above,
Their thousands of points glimmering success,
You’ve made it to join the others,
A star in your own sky,
An inspiration to the next Traveler.
Hope will lead you to become something more,
And the darkness will always give way to your light.
VERY quick spoken word – pushing for speed to grab the urgency of mania or #bipolar.